Thursday, May 21, 2020

Insurance at last!

I haven't given up.

I just needed to walk away and take a break.

So, I am walking 2,000+ miles from Georgia to Maine on the appalachian trail! I'm over two months in and have been trying to consciously avoid thinking about anything from home... and my life before I started this hike March 1st. (You can follow me at www.naturespirit.me )

But then I was pulled back in because the marina was sold and now there is a new owner. Covid bought me some time, but now things are opening back up and they are planning new construction and moving things around. While in a hostel in Front Royal, VA I got a call from the marina. I need to get insurance to be in the yard, period. 

I had tried once with the marina recommended insurance company with no luck. But now I was offered new advice... Call your home insurance company. So I called liberty mutual and told them..."I have a she shed that I built on someone else property and I need it insured to keep it there and to move it... Can you help me?" Not only did I get it immediately added to my policy as personal property but they also confirmed that if I did put it on a dock on a mooring they would continue to insure it under the same policy! Wow... That was so easy! 

So that was step one in my plan to get this in the water this year. Step two is to fill out a mooring application for a dock and see if it gets approved. (That will be mailed out soon!) 

I need to have the carpenter resecure the barrels since it seems the winds have been making the screws back off and the barrels have fallen out. If Steve can do that while I'm gone then there is a chance the marina will use their truck to put me in the water and then I'll have US tow boat hail me over two houses to the mooring! If I don't sink then I'm good till October!

If it starts to sink... Maybe the marina will buy it (there must be some interest because I was already asked if I was willing to sell it)

So I'm feeling this will all work out just fine... Because honestly, everything is always working out for me!

Monday, November 18, 2019

Abatement

It took them a while but got the abatement!


Finally some GOOD news!
I also found out that the marinas new owner is Dave Wells a big property owner in Amesbury. I’ve paid my storage bill through winter so I have till spring at least now.

My next plan...
BARGES!

So Aaron Tuffley if you can point me in the direction of affordable barges for this thing it’s my ONLY option now to getting it to float! I don’t know how, but I’ll make it happen if it’s possible.

Gotta research FIRST if insurance will accept it as a barge and how to secure it.

I also heard Erin Kizer sold her tiny home! Congrats!!! That’s good news for me as well, considering hopefully my investment in a barge will be just an investment in a rental that will help me earn the money all back...lots of mistakes to pay for! But I’m learning!

Thursday, September 26, 2019

Time to fight...

This drama is turning into quite the comedy!

Evidently the inspector that didn't really inspect the structure because it wasn't really a boat (and since it hasn't ever floated it isn't either) but reported it to the town...

Now they are charging me a tax on false information!

Model year 2010!? Lol
Valued at $3800! Lol


Time to fight...


Tuesday, September 24, 2019

Met with town code officer...

Alas...news...

Been trying to find land..
Now my tiny home need to conform to international tiny home standards to even be moved to Berwick Maine.

They require a septic system no matter what, so it would have to tie in somehow...unless...I can put it in the floodplain/water...

Still have to talk to the environmental officer to see if it will be permitted to be on the little “island” and float when it is inundated with water or not...

And I just got news the marina was sold...who knows how the new owner will react to my tiny home in the yard!

This drama just gets more and more interesting...

Stay tuned to see where else I can find a roadblock!

Sunday, August 18, 2019

Researching the possibilities

I returned recently from a much needed two week hiatus ....a fabulously freeing road trip across Scandinavia, hitting Lapland: Finland, Sweden, and Norway.

Now feeling refreshed and rekindling that spark that was dying out, I have a new excitement to get something positive happening with my beautiful tiny home.

Just before I left, the marina gave me one final task before they would attempt to put me in the water on the dock space I’ve already paid for....a signed paper releasing them from liability, that also outlines the insurance coverage needed to satisfy their requirements for protection. Totally understandable.

INSURANCE

So, I have called the insurance company that has insured the other tiny floating home in the marina. They told me they would need an inspection before they could give me a quote.

INSPECTION

I called a local boat inspector and told him my plight. He told me he could meet me on Friday and take a look before he would even know if it was something in his domain. We met on Friday evening and he had that dismayed look on his face of the bearer of bad news. "I hate to tell you this" he started..."but..." that big ass but gets me every time. Basically, it comes down to this...if I want insurance I need an inspection...to get an inspection I would need to have the coast guard involved to perform a float test. That is an expensive and rigorous process that would determine craft stability and hull strength. 

I never intended nor wanted to have this in any type of conditions that would force it to be tested in such a manner! It is NOT a BOAT! The inspector even said that he had a hard time with situations like mine because it's not a boat, not quite a house so nobody seems to have jurisdiction over it or knows what to do with it. Evidently, the tiny floating homes that were starting to pop-up in Newburyport, the next town over, are now banned! (Due to neighbors who didn't like them in the area)

Alternative Plans

So, to bend with the forces that be, I must find some creative alternative solutions to this big ass dilemma I've gotten myself into. 

At this point I see two options:

One more option to float (locally)

If I could find a truck to just put me in the water, I have a mooring to use and would just need to fill out the application and submit it to be off a dock and away from liability.

However, I called the only boat hauler that would even consider the other tiny home in the yard and they told me "NO WAY"! They won't touch me! 

So, without anyone to agree to even put me in the water I feel I have only one option left...

Final option

I will move the tiny "floating" home to land...and permanently ground it in a stable patch of earth. Water dreams of floating be damned at this point...

I have to be more practical at this point...my lack of understanding the ways of the marine/floating world has cost me plenty at this point and I can't afford to lose any more time or money!

I called a friend who works in moving and trucking and he said he knows a "crazy" guy who takes on things no one else does...sounds like my kind of guy! As we talked about the logistics and feasibility of moving my tiny home it was evident that I would need to undo all the work that I spent over $3,000 and 4 months on to create floatation for the structure! How utterly heartbreaking it is for me to accept that. I had a really good cry Friday and Saturday after all this really sunk in. I had known for months I would most likely never get it in the water...make it feel hard to want to keep dreaming. But I suppose it's just that I need to be more flexible in my dreaming. Funny thing is, I could have bought a barge for about $7k and hell for about $3k more investment I could have just bought it and no one would have had any issues about it at all! But I dreamed of Tom Sawyer, I dreamed of having a hand in building it by reusing materials (the 55 gal drums).

I know it would work too...

If only someone would believe in it like I do....

If only fear didn't rule the minds of men. 

And so, I move on, with loss and continued determination. 

Hoping only now, to find land and a truck before winter begins.

Tuesday, July 16, 2019

Delay number.....?

Today the marina guys said they would put it on the truck to test the stability (and to appease the owner)...but that was ...you guessed it...delayed...(truck driver had personal issues to deal with)


They said they would call me for a time to put in tomorrow...I got a call this evening with no message left.

I'm guessing that will be delayed...and of course with bad weather forecasted for Thursday and Friday...I'm sure it'll be another reason for delays.

Just happy for the beautiful full moon tonight...

Monday, July 15, 2019

I shouldn't be surprised about this...but I am...

Yup....you guessed it...another marina delay!

I'm trying to make this a positive game...like leap frog...ok now it's my turn...your turn...my turn...and we'll...it a bit like groundhog day.

Yet, strangely enough, I got myself to believe today was the day it finally ends...but not what the universe had in mind I guess. Oh this silly "game" of  life can really throw you sometimes.

Let me be totally honest with you now.

I did have a moment of crying this morning....but moved on when I released my disappointment.

It's been a long journey...if you are still reading this...you've gotten to know some stuff about me. Well, here's the true main reason I began this floating home adventure in the first place....I didn't come entirely clean at the beginning...maybe I was just waiting to get to know myself a bit better...


I separated three years ago from my husband.

I have two kids.

I needed to figure out a solution that would allow my kids and x to still be reasonably unaffected by my desires to leave and still allow me a place in their lives while also allowing myself the new life I really wanted to live (alternative to main stream society).

The marina,  a block away from our condo had been storing our sailboat for over a decade...and it just started storing a tiny floating home. And I was obsessed ever since.

It seemed like the perfect  solution to me living close by affordably in a lifestyle that suited me...downsizing, simplifying, connected to nature.

Without this tiny home...I sleep on the living room floor of our condo. No place for privatr space. I don't mind so much...in fact, over the years while I've been going through all of this, I've realized there are many great things about sleeping on my simple futon in the livingroom. I've cycled through wanting to stay there and being happy with it...to needing a way out asap! Lately I've been pretty content. Not really caring about where I lay my head at night...just happy there is love around me and peace...even in the midst of filing our divorce paperwork (which also got delayed until Aug! Maybe I am supposed to learn about delayed gratification right now?
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So, having this launch delayed over and over again...it's also a delay on me starting my new life in my own place. It makes me second guess myself often...my obsession with this project...if maybe the delays are for a "reason".....

Regardless of the reason...there is nothing to do but ....keep showing up.

I mean this is MY dream...and if I don't show up for the...all of it...I'm all it's delays and messiness....then it will fade away and never be a reality.

A guy on the yard today watched me working in the heat, patiently cranking away to raise the structure inch by inch...he said "daunting task isn't it?" Yeah I told him but..."where there's a will there IS a way, right?!" He walked away in agreement.

It may not happen when I want it to happen....but I still believe it can happen...it will happen. So I show up and keep doing the work, making small victories along the way...and I see progress is still being made.

I guess that alone makes me happy.
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Wednesday, July 3, 2019

"last" fix

Well, last night I worked late on the last elements to be fortified according to the marina staff moving my little home. Four simple places to double up with some hex bolts, with only one cut to make...things are getting simpler at least.

easy fortifying fix

Been raising it centimeters per day to make sure the trailer will fit.

sun setting on this project....finally, hopefully.
Got word today....everything is fortified to their liking and that Lance played hooky (most likely to surf on such a gorgeous hot day) and won't have any time the rest of this holiday week...

I gave a mighty humble thanks for all the help and guidance in getting to this point...words that 2 months ago would have felt forced and insincere are now the truth of my feelings. The fact that they want the best for me and the success of the launch means they too care. I see that now like never before and am grateful for the new perspective. The world is with me....not against me, I have tons of hope.

So, I'm pushed back once again ....another week. 
Unphased at this point, I move on to a week of camping out in the mountains and breathing the fresh cooler air...great way to celebrate the holiday of FREEDOM!

Next week will be a big week, I'm super nervous, but also super confident and ready for anything...

even "failure"...
because at this point...no matter what...it all just feels like 
a HUGE SUCCESS!

Saturday, June 29, 2019

There is ALWAYS something

guess the universe is making sure I really know how to let things go...well, I laugh at you silly ‘verse for I have let it go and am learning the fine art of anticipation! I’m so close yet, after another check in with the marina..:I am told I really need to beef up the sides where I installed the beams..:


Sigh 😔 

Oh well, just more skills to hone ...at least I know exactly what to do...

Four cuts
4-8 drill holes
And 4-8 bolts

And then I just might be ready to float....


At least until the next set of repairs come in.


I also managed to raise it another inch or two...so the truck will fit for sure! Stay tuned for the next installment of 

NEVER ENDING DELAYS!
😂


Thursday, June 27, 2019

clearing the way

Stopped by the marina a little too late today to talk to Lance the guy moving my place....

But, was very happy to see the boats and other debri (btw that is the name of my tiny floating home...that's why its "other" debri... ha ha)

So excited as it feels like the light at the end of a looooooonnnnnnngggggg ass tunnel!



Once our tiny floating homes are moved, Dave, my buddy and carpenter helper from the very beginning, will be able to finally move his camper trailer from inside the garage to outside to feel the breeze and see the water and trees...

He's been in the hospital for a few months with puss and infections surrounding his heart. It broke mine yesterday when I saw him walk across the yard with a rolling walker at a slow pace. This 6'2" imposing man that used to effortlessly hoist huge beams high up for me is now thin as a rail and hardly recognizable and can barely walk across the boatyard.

I gave him a huge hug so happy to see him recovering "at home" at last.

I'm so grateful to him always believing in me and what I could do with the proper attitude. He set me up with so many opportunities to learn and experience and I hope over the years I can figure out creative and exciting ways to continually pay him back!

I love that guy so much...he's a one in a million and I wish the best for a speedy recovery so he and I can sit on the deck of my tiny floating home with our feet dangling in the water and a heart-healthy drink and raise our glasses to all that life has offered us and all that we have put into it to end up together on the water at last!

Wednesday, June 26, 2019

Finished with fortifications!!! I'm ready to float (again!)


Today I was determined to tackle the rest of the issues I was having. Each one I have worked on has opened my eyes to new solutions for the other one...it's actually been quite an enjoyable process, now that I have no expectations on a launch date (or help from others).

So, I went to my trusty local hardware store....which I now will ALWAYS do over Home Depot ANYDAY!!! The guys at Amesbury Industrial are AMAZING...,
the gang at Amesbury Industrial Supply







Shout out to Greg and Scott and Jim who have all helped me endlessly with their ideas and know-how! (and kind words of encouragement and support)

 Luv you guys...seriously! ;-)


Ok, today Scott looked at these pics and we had a brainstorming session with how to get this to work. My idea for securing the verticles was to secure 2 2x6's infront of the beam then drill lag screws into the beam through the 2x6. Scott helped me round up the hardward to accomplish the job.


Scott also introduced me to the auger drill that would help me get through the 6x6 effortlessly with a straight shot...as well as a make shift guide from some piping just to make sure (although the auger bit ended up being plenty good without it anyway)







lag bold made it through easily!

the completed project!!!


I was able to use 2x6 blocks to wedge the vertical 6x6 beams in place which was done out of desperation because Cambyr didn't want to help me on "my dream" anymore. (preferring to do her in the house routine)...but it was better structurally as well...so I'm glad I was forced to come up with a two hand one person solution anyway!

I could hardly believe it when I cleaned the site up and stepped back...all the requirements the marina made of me I had successfully accomplished on my own within a reasonable timeframe! I am so proud of me right now...if I do say so myself.

I'll talk to the guys to find out my launch date and keep you all posted....NOW it's really happening!!!

Sunday, June 23, 2019

bow beam support

Today I was determined to finish off securing the beam to the drops I created to hold it, as well as finishing the 6x6 vertical supports the marina insists are in place to distribute the force of the lifting arms of the truck.

I spent the first part of the morning perfecting my saws all and saw skill skills with the 6x6 beam and was happy for the chance to do repeating tasks over and over to see my improvement.



 Once all the beams were sized and cut to fit their spots, I ran off to HD to grab some final hardware.














For the beams, I wanted to go with timber locks because it seemed the only option due to limited space issues. I also thought this might be good for the vertical supports as well for the same reason. However, after purchasing them all and not having the right drill bit, then going back and finding similar ones with a different head....I realized this would NOT be a good solution as even on the timber lock package I finally read "Not to be used within 1000 ft of marine environments".  Well, if that didn't change my mind big time!

So, back to the drawing board.
Take a break.....


My new favorite drink! :-)
no vodka....just pure chickweed juice! Yummy.


 When my break on the deck was over I realized I had more space in the bow than the aft, so tackling one problem at a time I focused on the one easier to solve (the best way to be productive). I realized I could use the 6x 1/2 inch stainless steel lag screws to go into the vertical beam on the side which worked out great for the first one, and had problems on the second one.
 I also managed to squeeze into the space enough to secure the top board to the 6x6 beam with the rest of the 6x 1/2 inch ss lag screw downwards...which was my original plan, but I didn't think I had the space once I re-assessed....at least now I do and am confident with the 5 bolts along the 14 foot span in place it will be fine.

Working on the second vertical support was a pain in the *ss. I couldn't hold it in place and drill at the same time no matter how hard I tried. I called Cambyr to come help me and only got her over because I had the all-powerful leverage...the Amazon Fire TV box (which I am in a habit of carrying around with me when I'm not at home now, for just such a purpose!). After two completely awkward and uncomfortable attempts, it ended up failing to settle to the bottom board. The layout was different on this one causing some issues...I had a new plan, but Cambyr left me without the hands I desperately needed. I was exhausted from crouching low all day and crawling on my knees and squatting and not really taking breaks to eat...was so focused on getting this done today. But I had to give up the ghost and let it be.

I was so tired from a late night last night and early morning/long day today, that I just collapsed and took a quick recovery nap....

me and my bed-mates.

view from the concrete bed

I still am hoping for a launch date this week...would be nice to be in before July...I mean I am paying for dock space at this point!

I was concerned that the work on the aft beam will be much more challenging since the drops are integrated into the row of barrels....but, inspiration struck last minute and I feel more optimistic finishing it off soon too!

Geez, look at me being so optimistic these days....

it's a funny thing about showing up with a vision... 
somehow, the embers are always there waiting to be ignited...
even when smoldering, there is an ember keeper from that vision...
and sometimes the wind in the movement from just showing up will be enough to light it again...

So keep showing up in your own vision....
no matter how slow it is going, no matter how hopeless it may seem at times.... 
where there is a WILL there IS a way....I just know it!

Saturday, June 22, 2019

adding the second beam - making a new row of drops

Today I was determined to get the second beam in place...doing that would ensure I could get in the water sometime next week (marina willing).

So, I got out first thing and prepared for a long day of hard labor!

I was relieved when I got to the structure and had time to sit with my chickweed juice and lay down on the beam and assess my situation. I planned to pull apart one row of barrels in order to put the drops in, but the more I studied things from this perspective, the more I saw a clearer and better answer. 

I noticed the cross beams above me and how they seemed to line up perfectly with the area the drops should be...it's almost as if I had planned it all along...I probably did, since the universe has led this whole expedition anyway...it had way better foresight than I did!

Suddenly, I KNEW I'd have this beam on today and I was so excited I got really efficiently down to work...
I used a trick I learned in my apprenticeship that made installing the drops a piece of cake...just measured the distance from the previous row's drops and used the level to make sure it was square...the trick was to simply use the jack stand to hold the board in place to make it less awkward to line everything up correctly.


It worked out great! I was able to swiftly install 6 drops quite well this way and only a couple of small redo's at the beginning when I realized my measurements were off a bit.







Overall, THRILLED that this worked out without having to undo a row of barrels
took a little break to breathe in the beauty surrounding me.
It was an absolutely gorgeous day to work outside...loved every minute of it.
 With the drops in place I used jack stands to secure the bottom board. Once the bottom board was in place, I was able to use Cambyrs muscle power combined with my own to lift the beam to the top of the jacks and secure it into place. Didn't take much time at all...and felt amazing to see it happing so smoothly.

Cambyr stopped by to help out
Cambyr stopped by so I gave her the option to practice using the saws-all to cut down the beams to size. It was so fun teaching her how to hold it with power and confidence and watch her own it.

I love being able to give her these opportunities to learn and test new skills. Grateful she will have this to draw from in the future.

It already paid off as I watched her use the hose in the backyard and notice it was broken, she immediately decided to investigate it and took out some tools and ultimately fixed it! I watched her joy and feeling of accomplishment take over her demeanor and light her up as she sprayed a working hose on the trampoline to cool off while she played!

 I had taken a trip to Home Depot because my local hardware store was already closed at 1pm today, and decided upon some hex bolts for the top of the drops (secured in place earlier with a couple of deck screws) and some timberlock 9-inch screws to secure the beam to the bottom board. I had to buy a long-ass drill bit to make sure it was a straight install (even though the timberlocks say they don't need predrilling).

 I finished drilling all the holes in place for the timberlock but realized I didn't have the right drill bit for installing them...so that will have to be one of tomorrows tasks.




I wanted to finish cleaning up the edges of the beams so I took my turn with the saws-all and had at it....that is SOME vibration! Wow! (Cambyr helped me document my own saws all work of art!)

The two beams are in and trimmed! Almost ready to float! AGAIN

It was a super good / productive day!
Tomorrow goal: finish securing the beams with timberlocks, cut the remaining 6x6" beam to secure where the lift pressure will be near the center-line of the structure, make sure the truck can fit. Once that is done I can have the marina boys inspect it all and set a launch date....again!

Friday, June 21, 2019

adding the second beam - moving the tension rods and cutting drops

I didn't have much time to work today, but I tried to squeeze at least one little task in so I could keep the momentum so, I prepped for adding the second beam by simply moving the tension rods.

Luckily that was mostly simple and uneventful.

I knew I would need space the width of the 2x6" boards

Then I moved on to cutting the drops that would hold the second beam in place. Still not quite sure exactly how I will install them...it seems I might have to take apart one entire row of barrels just to have the room to move and use the tools...I really hope there is another way...but, I'm in this to float, so I'll do whatever it takes at this point.

second beam location

the blue tape marks the spot...per marina boys

I moved the tension rod over to the left to make way for the 2x6 "drop"

2x6" board I cut to support the beam

Friday, June 14, 2019

inch by inch part 2

Today's adventure in slow-moving vertical growth....wait am I talking about life or my tiny floating home?! :-) Seems like they are in parallel these days...

Day two of solo raising the structure and honestly, I was quite pleased with myself and my ingenuity to get the job done.

I was having a tough time getting the smallest jack stand in place to raise underneath the beam, I then took a page out of what I had learned from the carpenter and built a small crib from the blocks in the yard and fetched my jack for changing tires our of my car. It worked out beautifully, allowing me just enough relief to put the jack stand in place and switch between them taking up the slack. I then was able to secure the beam at both ends and the middle better for when I added the two  6 inch long 3/4" lag screws.

I got enough screws for one every couple of feet, however, even when I borrowed an angle drill from the marina shop, I wasn't able to get enough space to install them. So I'll have to think of something else to finish off that job.

In the meantime...I know it's baby steps...but it feels really good to go away for the weekend knowing that I got one beam in place. One more to go and then reinforcing the lift area and I'll be floating...I know I will...I can taste it...it WILL happen, and SOON!

success! Beam in place ...beam me up! (Scotty! lol)

Thursday, June 13, 2019

Inch-ing forward

I only had one task in mind today.
Something I realised I could do mostly on my own if I just put some time and effort in.
The task broke down into the following steps:
  1. drag the beams into place where tape is from marina measurements
  2. Use extra Jack's to help hold beam in place to secure it
  3. Put beam on Jack's
  4. Jack up beam to bottom 
  5. Figure out how to secure beam to bottom
  6. Put Jacks under secured beam and raise six more inches for truck to fit.

It seemed pretty straight forward seeing the basic steps like this.... Only, like always, the were some issues right from the start.
I aimed to simply get the beans into place... Check... Step one of six complete!

I actually felt pretty good at the small victory as it was at least two things (ordering and picking up beams and putting them in place) I could do without relying on someone else and delaying this even longer...so, accepted as progress for sure!

But then issues arose.


The smallest jack stands in the yard measure around 29 inches... The slow in the ground below the structure proved to be over 29 inches on one side and well below that on the other side. I put a few stands in nearby locations and spent an hour or so slowly raising it by turning each Jack I could a few turns at a time song in a series. I was thrilled that I was even able to turn then at all! It gave me some more encouragement that even if progress was slow and done in millimeter increments...I'd take it!

making millimeter progress

Of course, this not being the professional way to do it, the deck has become unlevel again...but, I've already seen how it can settle over time and have no other options at the moment. The sliding door still works fine and that is usually what is impacted the most.

After almost two hours of working on it and still being shy an inch on one side...I decided to move the stand into a place where it would actually fit and still be able to support the beam. After a little while of struggling to get it into place with buckets and rope...I realized I could continue to struggle for hours on my own or quickly and easily get it in place with another set of hands. So, I begged Cambyr (my 13-year-old) to come over and lend her two hands. Luckily, she eagerly agreed and we had it in place in 5 min! I temporarily added a bucket with a pre-cut block lying around the yard to support the low end...my task for tomorrow...raise it up enough to get the smallest jack under it....about one more inch to go and I can secure the whole thing to the structure and move on to the next problem to solve.

board lifted into place on the jacks

studying how to attach the beam...Probably just need to bolt it..
8 inch long, about 1/2" size every four inches or so
(recommended by Captain Matt! thanks)
After this is secured, I already see my next task, the path is becoming more clear!
Need to cut the remaining 10' 6x6" beam to fit where the example block is standing in the background
then secure it somehow to add extra strength.


a minor effect of the manual labor...well, worth getting something done today.

I have to say thanks again, to all the FB friends who responded so kindly to my "I need a hug" request! (something I never would have even thought to do, but so glad I opened up to community...being vulnerable...and directly asking for what it was I really needed and wanted.

It helped me get through the disappointment of not being able to launch yesterday as well as give me more encouragement to fire myself up and figure out what I could do to get this going on my own. 

The support has been invaluable...I couldn't have done it without you all!


Wednesday, June 12, 2019

Today...not the big launch day!

No carpenter-steve....no fortification...no ability to do alone...no plans...no idea....no expectations...

But still...

Not giving up.

Monday, June 10, 2019

Delays to fortify

The marina called...

Feels like a joke should follow... But, no joke... They want me to fortify the structure where the pads of the truck lifts. They claim it will crush the boards that are currently there...

They claim that how the Wentworth graduate, with thirty years of construction and architectural engineering and design ( building and lifting multilevel apartment buildings), built it, it won't hold up. Just once I would like to try it and see before they ask for more changes.... I'd like the opportunity to see if the guy, who claims all the experience and know how, is right or wrong... Giving us all more or less confidence from seeing the result of his work....I just wish we could see...

Then it would be satisfying...
Either way...
To go straight into the water and have the marina learn a big lesson...
Or to go back to fortifying and have the carpenter learn a big lesson...

But now... Doing it this way... We will never really know.
I guess it mostly just makes the marina look right...a CYA move.

I know they want the move to be a success... But I am super disappointed that they didn't say anything about this to us in the past for months of building the damn thing... As we checked in periodically with then to make sure we were all on the same page.

Anyway, I have no choice right now... I'm at the marina's mercy.

I'm at a point though that I want to be involved in projects that I can do myself... It's been hard having to be so dependent on others this last phase of the project... Makes me feel so helpless, so much is out of my control.

So, tonight, after texting the carpenter, Steve, and my friend, Carlo, about the latest developments, I decided to not be so dependent again and I immediately called the local sawmill (Bartletts) and went and picked up two 14' 6x6 beans and one 10' er... all on my own with my awesome little work horse Prius.

As I slowly make my way back to the marina to unload I think about how I shall miss her dearly as I am in the process of trying to find her a  new home.

She has been such a huge part of my journey over the last decade and seen so much and helped me so much in so many ways.... She's the anti-lemon of cars and today, as we drove away from the  sawmill, I could feel the old girl smile with pride in all she has accomplished...where people didn't think she was capable of doing half of what I knew she could manage. I've briefed in her and she's never let me down and now I feel like I'm letting her down as I've made way in my driveway for her replacement... Not ready to move on... Wishing I had more time with her... because I know she's got many more years in her... But the pressure  around me to upgrade her... and the stories of safety and reliability pressuring me into acting now instead of waiting for signs it was time..

...I digress... For it touches my heart now more than at any other time, how she has never failed me.

So I snap back to the task at hand as I make a mental picture of my little metal work horse and thank her for her companion all these years... She's so impressively Strong and helpful!


The boards are big and heavy and I am no metal work horse... So I go cave woman and search for a tool to help me out... Luckily there are still plenty of plastic barrels lying around my work site so...

I use one to help me get all the board in place... And I cross my fingers Steve will be able to help me out tomorrow so we can keep Wednesdays schedule...

I'll wait and see... But not long... Maybe I'll have to finish this one on my own..

My little Prius believes in me... Maybe I should too.







Saturday, May 18, 2019

Officially ready to launch!

Today Steve and I finished up jacking up the structure one last time to make sure the trailer can fit. Although I think we will end up bringing it up more soon because I think we should have more clearance than just an inch or two....But, Steve is basing it on measurements and where other boats are currently sitting.

Today we will be able to get a rough estimate of the overall weight of the structure now that everything is in place. We built up two cribs on the right side (starboard) of the structure to raise about an inch or two, then move them to the left side (port) to raise another 3-4 inches to keep it level. Steve has been working with this stuff for so long, that he can tell how many tons he's lifting by how much effort he puts into pumping the jacks.

I built up the cribs myself this time actually enjoying the process of leveling off each dimension.
building the cribs to support the 50 ton jacks

leveling it out
 When we were ready to jack it up I actually had to use my entire body and push my legs against the bottom of the structure in order to get any movement out of the arm on the jack. As Steve cranked on his side at the same time he yelled out he was estimating about 10-11 thousand pounds of weight. YEAH...my estimates for a regular 8x20 tiny home on wheels was about 8,000 pounds and with mine being two feet wider with a deck and the barrel structure support systems below I had hoped around 10k lbs.

My floatation calculations for half buoyancy (meaning that the water level on the structure would be only halfway up the barrels giving me plenty of margin for miscalculations and additional weight due to celebratory parties! ;-) ) was 250 lbs per barrel (and that is in the dense salt water conditions where here we will have brackish waters so it won't be nearly as dense as pure sea water since we will have a mix of fresh river water.).

I have 42 barrels in total.

So 42 barrels at 250 lbs of buoyancy = 10,500 lbs! If I am at 11,000 lbs then I should be very close to that halfway point on the barrels when they put me in the water! YEAH....that was the goal!

The marina is no longer concerned with my ability to float (thank goodness)...only my ability to maintain uprightness due to having the loft and higher ceilings.

I paid my dock fee at $2750 for the season...not the advertised $99 per foot, which for me, is $374 more because they need a few boats to get me to the slip and "all hands" on deck because they are doing something no one has ever done before....we are all adventurers now! lol

I can't get a solid commitment out of the marina management for a launch date because they are still working on other boats and clearing space. I'm crossing my fingers for sometime before next Friday, but for sure before the end of May. If I can swing it I will probably try to do a live launch! If interested I suggest joining my FB group https://www.facebook.com/groups/MyFloatingHome/


back to "balance"

As I was leveling off the cribs I was thinking about being level or "balanced" and still can't quite wrap my head around how humans interpret their own sense of balance in such a seemingly "unbalanced" or unconnected way. 

It seems in most peoples definition of balance, I hear so much about external balances...."I need to relax as much as I work" (clearly a balance our society will never achieve) or "I need to work-out more so I can balance my sitting time at work" (again working out on an even level as sitting at work is impossible without reducing the hours sitting and working). Is balance really about this iconic image:

putting something in one side means also adding to the other side. So, what are those two sides? What do we put in each? Is one side physical and one side mental? But really, don't we as humans in this existence have more than just two sides? But what about emotional/soulful/spiritual? And we could break it down further with social and financial too. 


Now where "balance" occurs is when the wheel is full in each slice and can successfully and smoothly ride along in the journey. I like this idea better because you can indeed move forward with a flat tire, but it will be slower and could cause more problems than if you just stopped to take the time to fix it.  I also like that it is more faceted than the "balance" diagram of old.

In the Japanese culture, it is simplified to a state of IKIGAI
learn more about ikigai here

BALANCE, to me, needs to consider all these other aspects of life...and be defined according to our deepest sense of truth within US....NOT external to us....not due to pressure from others and how they think we should be living or "balancing" these areas of our life. ONLY WE know our true internal state...and even if we aren't totally aware of what it is we really want or how to find that balance...we always know what it is we DON'T want and how that affects us. 

Cleaning out what no longer serves

I drift away from the thoughts of balance as I clean up the underside of the structure. 

I am satisfied in a way not many others would relate to as I see the obstructions that once helped further this project along finally take their leave....now they no longer serve and would only impede the progress for the next phase. Kind of like in our everyday lives...how often did something come into our lives that was hugely beneficial at one time, and then suddenly it is no longer needed, no longer beneficial to keep it around. There is often a bitter-sweet moment that we face when letting those things go. Hard to let go sometimes, easy to let go other times. 


As I easily let go of that thought, I move on to assist (mostly watch and learn) Steve trim my deck boards as only a professional will do! Sets the blade at 1 inch uses a straight edge to mark the line and then follows that line expertly. 


So, nice to see things being cleaned up.

I also finally removed the plywood from covering the broken door now that Steve has it all fixed and replaced! Yeah, that beautiful inspiring view that got me through so many rough moments as I finished out the inside is back!



It's as if the glass was never broken as if the fire never was...it's a great thing to fix, to heal, to move on from the ashes. And today, I am so grateful and feeling so satisfied....

now, off to work on other areas of my wheel NOT so I can find "balance"....but simply work on the smoothness of my ride for the next little while.


Insurance at last!

I haven't given up. I just needed to walk away and take a break. So, I am walking 2,000+ miles from Georgia to Maine on the appalachian ...